Hey,

there is so much things in me.

but i hav no one to share with.

the one i want to share with.

He/She won't even talk to me.

He/She won't even reply my msg.

He/She won't even wan to see me.

When i see Him/her, there is no smile in her/his face.

What can i do now,

Asking my keyboard,

What shud i write in my Blog.

Shud i just leave Him/her alone.

Shud i just act nothing had happen.

I need u.

I wan u more than anyone in this world.

I care for u .

(I know i can't gave u what u wan)

I already try my very best.

I'm tired.

I'm exhausted.

But,

I still want to try.

U gave me hope.

U gave me the feelin i wan.

U gave me the Voice tht i think tht is sweet.

U gave me what i wan when i really need sumbody.

Why can't u gave me a Chance.

Just a Chance to know u.

A Chance will be enough.

I'm 19.

and this is the 6th years we know each other.

yeap...

the 6th years.

Not tht long..

Not to say Short..

but the feelin is just so strange..

The feelin is like.

like...

is Like...

I don't even know u.

The feelin is like we just meet each other.

Always like the First date.

Is tht good or bad.

Is tht normal??

Am i normal.

questions never ends...

I do love my family,

My family give me the endless LOVE.

But,

I need your LOVE too.

I'm always a Joker to u.

But, u're always a Soulmate to me.

I don't mind foever being your Joker.

=)

Silly me will never ends.

Thts me.

MY DAY.

Planing to go Taylor's next week.

Time for me to settle down.

Morning,

Went out with my Friend/BRO Nigel to take his Car.

Remember his Beetle??

SHADOW. LOL.

yea.. is back..

Afternoon.

WaXed My Benz..

Yea.. MY BENZ.

Clean the house and did of the housework.

Night.

Brokenhearted.

Been ignored.

Heartbreaking.

Endless Pain.

Midnight.

Out with Friends and Yum cha.

Had so much laughter.

Love u guys much.

=)

Pic's

Edited Pic's.

Exotic u!!! Dump me!!! Lol.
Dungu Face!!! haha.

Her Fishball i thought!!! is tong yuan btw... haha.

MY Candol!!!!


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U and I were living like a love SONG...

Song will never be perfect when no one composed it.

Relationships will never be true when only one side is having it.

In the ead,

U and i will only living in a love SONG.

A Fairytale.

A Dream.

A Story.

n

We will never be together.

I want to let u go..

But the Voice of Old Love is Pulling me back..

U always said i'm not the one tht u can talk to..

But,

I want to know u.

This Friendship is getting harder.

Is getting tougher.

We having Hard time more than Great time.

Where is all the happiness in us.

We used to make jokes with each other.

We used to Msg alot when we're not around with each other.

Now,

U had sumone in mind.

Distance between u and me is not even friendship.

Is more like a Ignoring mates.(If u get what i mean)

Where can i find u back??

When can i Hav u back??

Another 2 days,

Another 2 weeks,

Another 2 years,

Or izzit forever...

In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter and sharing of pleasures.

But, why i don't see this in u.

I only get the harsh u.

The Cold u.

The Unfaithful u.

We can't expect much from sumone tht totally don't hav the heart in u.

So...

Deserved tht treat.

take tht.

Eat tht.

Digest it.

It's life...

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Confusion, Complication, Commotion.

Hey humans,

It's a day of confusion, complication and commotion.

Lets start with confusion.

It's simple.

Everyone knows whats a confusion..

It happens when things just come all together in one time.

I had alot in mind.

LOVE LIFE

FRIENDSHIPS

n

FAMILY

So yea...

it's pretty confused...

Let's talk about love life.

Oh me...

Talk about love..

Nah..
Never been thru.

Why confused then??

Coz i never been in love or loved.. so yea.. i'm confused whether i'm in love or be loved...

HAHA.. =)

CUT THE CRAP

Btw...

things never work out how i wanted to...

so i'm confused...

Secondly...

Complication...

What's a complication...

Complication is also mean as confusion but it's more specific...

It means...

When u're confused u feels complicated...

HAHA!!!

i bet u ppl r confused isn't it??

LOL.

So... Is never easy to be with me...

HAHAHA!!!

Normal humans hardly understand me...

Coz i'm complicated...

Btw...

It's complicated coz i don't know what i want...

the one i chosen doesn't want to giv me what i want...

it's complicated tho.

Thirdly..

Commotion..

The noise.. The environment.. The Jam..

The awfulness in me..

The Sour feelin...

The Desperate feelin is all out again...

It really do wakes me up in the morning..

Normal Psycologist says tht is normal for a teenage guy..

So i kinda ignored it...

But, how can this things happen so often to me...

Did i eat wrong food.

Or

I drank too much of Tea O ice in the night or what...

In conclusion..

I Missed u much...

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Edited Pic's

Love this pic... LoL. x)

Awesome Day!!!

Hey,

By Reading My tittle,

I guess u ppl know how was my DAY!!!!

IT WAS AWESOME!!!

HAHAHA.

Went out the whole day.

Morning,

Went to Paramount SS2 for breakfast.

Afternoon,

Went Kareoke with few friends.

Night,

Dinner with friends.

Midnight,

Get scolding.

LOL!!!

Cut tht part...

Btw...

It was an AWESOME day.

Espeacially the dinner,

Actually i never expect it wud be this fun...

We went dinner sumwhere called MURNI. (Yess i know... is A Famous place)

LOL!!!

We never expect MURNI to open on Monday.

But it did,( COZ IT WAS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY)

So yea...

We had dinner...

During the meal,

Everything just so funny.

We seated in the place for like more than 30 mins..

No one is serving or ordering.

We wait and wait and wait...

Nigel was almost PISSED OFF!!!

And he went to the counter and scold KAU the BOSS..

LoL!!!

At last the waiter came.

During the meal,

Everyone started talking and kinda having ice breaking session.

LOL.

Coz me,

I brought sumone to DINNER.

Introduce u,

My Primary school Classmate.

Adelyn.

( Nevertheless SwEEt n QUIET... Yea... Quiet!!!)

btw... I think she's drinking my Ribina Speacial.

If I'm not wrong.

LoL.

And there's our RoTI hawaii

Prefer MOZERELLA CHEESE BACON.

TOO BAD they don't hav it tht nite.. =(

And tht is her Cabonara Speggetti!!!

It tasted AWESOME...

HunGrY yea!!!

Me and Adelyn. x)

Uh HUH =)

Introduce u,

Viviennen Wong Vern Eu. AkA Venue... LOL.

BTW...

Just call her Venue..

HAHA!!!

Sorry guys... She's taken.

=(

By My FRiEND/BRO Nigel...

LLOYD's PROPERTY.

LOL!!!

Alrite then...

I need to get some sleep...

Almost 1am..

Working tml...

Do miss me ppl...

HAHAHAHA.

-Nite-

Pic's

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6E Gathering...

Hey,

Nothing much had happened this few days,

Just Runing up and down with friends.

Went Low Yat ytd.

but,Never bought anything.

Wanted to buy hardisk.

End up never buy.
Coz the price is almost the same as Subang,

So yea,

what's the point buying in Low Yat.

Just went there window shopping.

=).

In the evening,
Went for my Primary School Gathering.

YEA, PRIMARY SCHOOL. =)

It wasn't tht happening,

Just a few of us.

ALL GUYS...

What happen to the girl.

I have no idea.

but, i heard a few of them having EXAM's Soon.

So,

FORGIVE!!!

LoL.

Btw.. Everyone changed alot since the last time we meet.

Show u ppl sum pic's. HAHA!!!

Best friends.

Chen Liang and me. ( Nevertheless sporting)

Is not a CLUB or Resort. Is my friends house. DAMM!!!

LoL.

House with swimming pool.

Our Dinner.

-End-

PS: So difficult to forgive sumone when they give and go... WHO AM I TO U THEN...

For the one and only....

Moving on and leaving the past behind.

Is just so hard to do.

Getting another chance is even harder.

Distance between u and me is even further.

We will never know each other well.

Coz i'm the only one who is committing.

I want to know u.

but,

i just don't get u.

I'm way too naive from what u said.

I thought by treating u monetaryly i'll get your heart.

but,

u makes me understand what is money can't buy.

Is by loving u.

I never been ignored by a girl tht bad.

only u.

I heard alot of stories tht a guy being irritating.

I always think those guys r desprate.

and finally,

now i know how it feels.

Those guys r not desprate or anything.

COZ they're in love.

They want sumone real badly.

The voice of old love will never ends.

The first smile u gave me.

The first stare u look at me.

The first hand holded during skating.

Those r really sweet and short memories.

There's one year.

I really want to own u by myself.

I really wan u to know how much u mean to me.

I hold on my Shamefulness.

I sang infront of everyone.

I hope u still remember what song i sang.

Is kinda childish.

Yess i know.

But, she really means everything to me by the time till now.

There's another year.

i will never forget what had happened.

It really breaks my heart.

It shud be my happiest day of my life.

I was SAD.

WAS REALLY REALLY SAD.

I was so happy tht she attended my function.

She bring a smile to my face.

But,

after a moment.

She pulls me down all the way from heaven.

She was taken.

I never felt tht pain in my life.

it was awful.

it was Sour.

IT WAS EVERYTHING.

She took my day OFF.

I kept my emotional.

I remembered Wai Chun was there.

He asked me not to be sad.

I told him i was fine.

I Lied.

There was a thought in my head.

I wanted to SCREAM and SHOUT watsoever.

BUT,

EVERYONE faces was filled with happines.

I can't be the spoiler.

I washed my face in the toilet and carry on my day.

=(

U used to tell me everything.

U used to ask me questions.

I always thought u're the one tht worth waiting for.

Missing u is not an option.

It's a compulsory.

Ppl always said move on get a life.

no point waiting sumone tht don't even giv a damm on u.

Go for sumone tht knows u well.

Willing to be with u every single moment.

but,

There's always a thought in me.

U will never appreciate sumthing when u don't work hard for it.

The harder i work.

i'll appreciate more.

-thts me-

No matter how far u r.

i'll be around u.

Coz i had promised u.

i'll never forget or leave u until u ask me to.

i'll Pamper u as i promised.

Why am i so stubborn...

Coz u always own a place in my heart.

My Family will always come first, Sorry.

The following will be U.

With much of love from me.

PS: Heart breaking love is better than never been in love, appreciate every moment u hav with your love one's before u lost them. We always walk in a straight line with our eyes open, What if we close our eyes. We will loss direction and loss verything. Peace.

Edit Pictures.

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Sitiawan trip.. 30 Aug 2009

Hey,

I'm back...

humm...

How can i discribe my trip.

Awesome trip.

meaningful trip.

Lesson learn trip.

4 words.

I love this trip.

WANNA KNOW WHY...

Let me tell u...

I've Learn much thing from this trip.

It reminds me how naive i was.

How lucky.

How wealthy.

How Good life i am now.

Compared with what i seen in this trip.

I'm way too lucky.

I have full attention from my parents.

I sleep well everynite.

I have food to eat.

Junk food after dinner.

SO,

What so nice about this trip!!!

LET ME SHOW U sum PIC's

A 2 year old baby girl drinking water from a cup tht bigger than her head. LoL.

How old did u stop using BABY BOTTLE!!!!

Watching TV1 , TV2, TV3 local channel.

What we ppl watching and still yelling tht there is nothing to watch.

How about them!!!

Washing mechines. BY HAND.

HOW ABOUT US!!!

even though we own a washing mechines.

We still lazy get the clothes into the washing mechines.

HOW SAD!!!

SHE's the 3rd youngest among the family. 2 more younger sister.

she's only 8.

She acts like the elder.

She cares about the young.

HOW ABOUT KID's NOWADAYS!!!

Fight for toys.

Snatching to play PS2

non-sense.

The girl next door.

NO FIRENDS

NO mates.

I don't think she has any sibilings.

HOW ABOUT us!!!

WE don't appreciate our friendships.

WE don't appreciate our sibilings.

LEARN from them.

APPRECIATE what u have.

HUGS PPL... x)

Sisters.

DO ARGUED sumtimes.

but,

LEARN to forgive and forget as Wei Wen said.

LoL.

Sorry Chickens.

but, u really tastes good.

LoL.

MUM.

Do we need sum renovation for our kicthen...

i DON't THINK so...

FOOD.

Sum random pics...

In conclusion...

Use all the time u got...

Love the person next to u...

Spend more time with family...

Bring love.

Take love.

Be loved.

PS: HeartBreaking love is better than never be loved...

-PEACE-