Moving on and leaving the past behind.
Is just so hard to do.
Getting another chance is even harder.
Distance between u and me is even further.
We will never know each other well.
Coz i'm the only one who is committing.
I want to know u.
but,
i just don't get u.
I'm way too naive from what u said.
I thought by treating u monetaryly i'll get your heart.
but,
u makes me understand what is money can't buy.
Is by loving u.
I never been ignored by a girl tht bad.
only u.
I heard alot of stories tht a guy being irritating.
I always think those guys r desprate.
and finally,
now i know how it feels.
Those guys r not desprate or anything.
COZ they're in love.
They want sumone real badly.
The voice of old love will never ends.
The first smile u gave me.
The first stare u look at me.
The first hand holded during skating.
Those r really sweet and short memories.
There's one year.
I really want to own u by myself.
I really wan u to know how much u mean to me.
I hold on my Shamefulness.
I sang infront of everyone.
I hope u still remember what song i sang.
Is kinda childish.
Yess i know.
But, she really means everything to me by the time till now.
There's another year.
i will never forget what had happened.
It really breaks my heart.
It shud be my happiest day of my life.
I was SAD.
WAS REALLY REALLY SAD.
I was so happy tht she attended my function.
She bring a smile to my face.
But,
after a moment.
She pulls me down all the way from heaven.
She was taken.
I never felt tht pain in my life.
it was awful.
it was Sour.
IT WAS EVERYTHING.
She took my day OFF.
I kept my emotional.
I remembered Wai Chun was there.
He asked me not to be sad.
I told him i was fine.
I Lied.
There was a thought in my head.
I wanted to SCREAM and SHOUT watsoever.
BUT,
EVERYONE faces was filled with happines.
I can't be the spoiler.
I washed my face in the toilet and carry on my day.
=(
U used to tell me everything.
U used to ask me questions.
I always thought u're the one tht worth waiting for.
Missing u is not an option.
It's a compulsory.
Ppl always said move on get a life.
no point waiting sumone tht don't even giv a damm on u.
Go for sumone tht knows u well.
Willing to be with u every single moment.
but,
There's always a thought in me.
U will never appreciate sumthing when u don't work hard for it.
The harder i work.
i'll appreciate more.
-thts me-
No matter how far u r.
i'll be around u.
Coz i had promised u.
i'll never forget or leave u until u ask me to.
i'll Pamper u as i promised.
Why am i so stubborn...
Coz u always own a place in my heart.
My Family will always come first, Sorry.
The following will be U.
With much of love from me.
PS: Heart breaking love is better than never been in love, appreciate every moment u hav with your love one's before u lost them. We always walk in a straight line with our eyes open, What if we close our eyes. We will loss direction and loss verything. Peace.
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ReplyDeleteJOHN YOU CAN WRITE!!!
my god you're so emotional man =S
Am i... Thx sam... Not emotional btw... Just feelins... =)
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